So today me and Shai went out and drove to Convoy to trade in my books/his games! I got $16 and he got $100-_- Then we went to Mitsuwa and I spent forever in same damn aisle looking for ingredients for kimbap… -_- And then we wanted to try something new so we got bowls from there too! After that we went to Seaworld (parked kinda far and the walk took a little while but its okay!) and watched the dolphins (I petted one today! :D) and seals perform. Looked around and saw the polar bears, penguins, the walrus, and beluga whales :) Then we watched the night version of the shamu show. I thought it was really pretty, mostly because of the cool lighting system they had! With seven more minutes left until fireworks, we ran out of the stadium and past the spinny tower in a hurry! We got to the grass area on time and watched the fireworks together :) NTS though: must try harder :/ Overall it was a really great day <33
Sooo I didn’t do too well on my Calc quiz and I didn’t probably didn’t do too great on my Econ test but I don’t really care anymore because life is good lately! Layed in bed with Shai all day yesterday and then had lasagna for dinner at my house. NTS: him awkwardly waving while saying bye to my parents, who weren’t even there to see him wave. Then today we went to the farmer’s market and got mini donuts and dollar tacos at Jalapeno. It was nice to just walk around with him, even if the mall is a big fat fail compared to all the others. And then stayed in Barnes and Nobles for a little. Looked at the language books (I will never be able to learn more than one language, though I want to learn French really badly), Travel magazines, the Kama Sutra section with the weird looking people in the “sex bible” hahahha, and Shai drooling over a White Stripes magazine.
How stupid of me to act so impulsively, to almost ruin everything. To lose sight of the most important thing in my life for even a short period of time, all because of my fear of even the slightest instability. Things could have gone so differently.
But they didn’t. I could have been laying wide awake tonight, full of regret. But I’m not, I’m happier than ever and I’m expecting a call from a very important somebody. I have that fluttery feeling all over again that lets me know that this is the way things should be.