Even though I don’t show it, boy I just want you to know that Even if we fight a million times over little things, We can still make it better I meant what I said when I gave you that promise ring, That Ima love you forever I fall for you deeper everyday &I’m feeling it now, boo, more than ever .. But with our type love, forever ain’t enough.
If you’re always complaining about how you hate being single why don’t you put yourself out there instead of advertising yourself to tumblr. FYI, this is the internet!! If anything, it’s rare that that stuff works out… No one needs to read about how single or how taken you are EVERY. SECOND. OF. THE. DAY. Like I understand if it’s a little “I need some lovin!” here and there but come on! Or if you don’t want to put yourself out there, just patiently wait. A good relationship will come soon enough, it’ll find YOU.
When did your grandpa pass away? He seemed like a really wonderful person btw :) I'm sure he's very pleased with where you are right now
Aw thanks. It was bittersweet to read this. He passed away when I was in the fourth grade. I never really got a proper goodbye because I was here in California and he was all the way across the nation in Virginia. By the time we reached him, he wasn’t there. He was alive and all..but. Well yeah you know. Looking back, it’s been the hardest thing in my life to overcome so far. I still get really sad sometimes. But, he really was wonderful and I’m lucky that he came into my life. Guess in that way, I’m blessed.
Time passes by really quick. You use to be the one to drive me around, but if you were still here everything would be switched up! I’m getting my license soon, wish me luck. If you were still around, we’d hang out all the time and I’d take us to all these cool places. Sometimes, before I drive, I think back to when you’d say “seatbelt! aaaaand action” haha. Hm but maybe I’ll be able to pay you a visit more often. Make up for the time I’ve missed you know? You still haven’t met Shai. You’d love him, he’s really great.
I miss you so much. It’s been so long, but I can’t help that my heart still yearns and aches for your presence.