It’s amazing how in the summer we decided on December 1st to be the day that we would catch up with each other and keep in touch, just in case we drifted during the school year. Now here we are closer than ever! Just thinking about it is really weird, I can’t imagine us being strangers anymore. Even more ironic is the fact that the day after is our 4 months. On top of that, the promise that I made last night! Only God knows if I can keep it, but as of now I intend to keep it and when I’m with you all is right and I am once again reassured :)
Gahh I wish I knew what I wanted to be and what I was passionate about! I’ve been thinking about going into the medical field this whole time, but I can barely stay awake in AP Bio, I hate it. And another thing I hate: whyyy do we have to know all this unnecessary stuff? When the hell am I going to use physics or math analysis formulas when I become a doctor or a magazine editor or whatever the hell I’ll be? The thing I’m looking forward to the least is leading a life full of monotony. I don’t want to be stuck in college for years. I want to grow old, look back on life, and feel like I lived it up.
That’s the problem with this place. If there’s anything useful that I’ve learned this year in school it’s that America gives you the opportunity to the pursuit of happiness, but look around? Who are the people who genuinely come to realize that dream? Power and wealth belongs to a small minority and a good amount of that minority is stupid people who just get hyped up by the media or who have just been rich from generations past.
Ah I’m done now, I apologize for this long rant guys really -_-
Family even though they drive me FUCKING CRAZY sometimes.
My wonderful girls who I’ve grown closer to this year. Who I’ve been bestfriends with since the sixth grade, it’s not going to change! Ever! Julies going to post a sappy blog soon, and I’ll reblog it. Just know that I feel the same way ;))))))))))
And Shai Buloran. For making the past nine months the best ever. Because he’s always there, puts up with my bullshit, and makes me think of how grateful I am to him everyday, not just on special days like this. To think that a year ago, I would’ve been lowkey wishing for someone to have all to myself, especially around this time of year. I know everyone says it, but I really really think we can make this work for a very long time. Even if it comes down to us not being together, I will always be here for you. I love you! Can’t wait to get stupid, ugly holiday sweaters with you HAHA.
Click! A few facts about North Korea. However, this seems pretty one-sided. We are old enough to be involved in world affairs since it’s affecting us instead of being self absorbed in our own personal and selfish daily lives.
“I love those kind of nights that turn out unexpectedly good, great, and sometimes just all out amazing just because you didn’t really expect anything to happen at all. If only we could live just like that — with no expectations in mind. It’s possible we’d be much happier, with more memorable moments that would last us a lifetime.”—(via idareyoutoclickthis)