I can not believe we’re on our seventh (or is it our eighth?) week of school! Seriously, my days pass by super fast.
Luwow was chill, too bad it ended early. Danielle’s birthday was fun and we went to P.F Changs and WOW! I got straight A’s and I’ve made plans to go to Disneyland with Danielle and Julie. Not to mention I went to WOW with my family.
I’m just going to say it, I hate change. I like when things are stable and I hate being put in a weird position. It’s so fake of me to be nice to them and then say things behind their backs but let’s face it, we’re not a group anymore! I’m tired of being in denial and trying to keep things together. It’s not like I want them outta my life, but they keep excluding us and when we try to tell them it goes through one ear and out the other. Part of me just wants to wait it out and see if things get better, but the other is just like ‘if you’re gonna be like that then just gtfo out my life already damn.’ Either way, I can only avoid my problems for so long.
Oh and a big FUCK YOU to my mom who focuses too fucking much on my faults.